Chapter 1546: Chapter 1551: Should I Change? 7
“…”
“Am I not even allowed to be angry when I’m hurt and wronged?” Gu Qingxin felt like she had reached the limit of her patience.
“No, I’ll feel upset if you’re angry,” Beiming Han sat down next to her on the bed and hugged her.
With just one sentence, Gu Qingxin seemed to have a moment of clarity. She was angry, and he would feel sad.
“Beiming Han, I’m a person too, a person living in this society. As long as I’m alive, I’ll have friends, family… I can’t completely isolate myself from the world… If you can’t respect me and just regard me as your private possession, your dominant possession of me will make me feel suffocated.” Gu Qingxin’s voice was tinged with a hint of helplessness.
She forcibly broke free from his hold and got up to leave. Beiming Han was left sitting there, his arm still in the position where she had pulled away, unmoving.
A long while later, his arms slowly withdrew, still feeling the soft touch of her fingertips. Yet, his embrace was now empty….
After Gu Qingxin left, she went upstairs, found her drawing board, and got ready to sketch out the clothes she had promised to design for Rong Qianchen. She needed to get into the right headspace.
But after sketching over and over again, she had worn through her paper, and ended up putting down her board in frustration. She hadn’t been able to create anything.
Gu Qingxin knew she was weak. Yet she worried about Beiming Han, because she knew he didn’t mean it.
Gu Qingxin really liked Beiming Han, and furthermore, they were now married. She should accept his flaws…
It takes constant adjustment and compromise for two people to be together, including sacrifices made for each other. Only then can they be together for a long time.
A moment’s passion cannot support a marriage.
Just as Gu Qingxin was about to go downstairs to check on him, the bedroom door pushed open. Beiming Han walked in. Gu Qingxin watched him, and slowly sat down again.
Beiming Han approached her and crouched down again, his dry hands gently holding hers. Taking a deep breath before speaking earnestly, “I… I will try to change.”
Gu Qingxin, “…”
She stared at him, hardly able to believe that Beiming Han would utter such words. He would try to change…
Gu Qingxin’s heartbeat sped up…
He didn’t simply say that he did this because he loved her, but he told her that he would change.
“I didn’t mean to be like this… Maybe it’s my nature… Don’t leave me, give me time. Will you let me change?” Beiming Han held her hand tightly, a hint of fear in his eyes.
He was afraid she would hate him, despise him, and leave him because of this.
He really didn’t mean to be like this, he hoped she wouldn’t just deny him and then cast him aside.
Gu Qingxin could sense his sincerity, his caution, his true intentions. Her heart immediately softened.
Her hands slipped out of his and gently cupped his face. Tears that had been withheld slipped down. She hugged him tight.
At this moment, nothing could move her more than his words.
Even if he said he loved her, she wouldn’t be reduced to this state.
Yet a simple phrase, “Will you let me change?”, moved her to tears.
Beiming Han got up, sat on the couch, and held her in his lap, his large hand gently wiping the tears from her face, “Does it still hurt?”