Capítulo 1605: Chapter 1605: Want to Confess but Dare Not
Little 11 didn’t drink much and stayed quite sober, watching Lilac Serval with concern.
At this moment, Lilac Serval was no longer drinking, lazily leaning on the sofa in a half-dazed, half-charming posture.
The cigarette between her fingers rose with white smoke, shrouding half of her face in mist.
“Little 11, you have classes tomorrow, right? Go home early and get some sleep, don’t be late.”
“It’s okay, I can get up, Sister Lilac. I’ll stay with you. Tomorrow, I want to ask for leave to see you off to the airport…”
“No need, I’m not a child to get lost at the airport. No skipping classes, no cutting classes, study well, you hear?”
“I heard, but I still want to see you off to the airport. Please agree, I really want to…” Little 11’s eyes were full of expectation, looking at Lilac Serval intently.
In his eyes, Lilac Serval always looked beautiful.
However, he didn’t really like her smoking.
“It’s not like I’m not coming back.” Lilac Serval smiled, “Study hard… I’m waiting for you to study abroad in Lonton.”
“I will. Our school has study abroad slots, I will strive for it.”
“Good, good…” There was a foggy mist in Lilac Serval’s eyes.
The light in the private room was dim, sometimes she would just look at Little 11 like that.
Young boys are really nice, full of energy and vitality.
She dared not look at herself.
Maybe this is what her whole life would be like…
There was a dullness in her chest.
The shadows of the lights were swaying in front of her eyes, and her hoarse voice slowly sounded: “The happiest time during this period was when I was with you. I really like you taking me to school, taking me to see shows, squeezing on the subway, street dancing… School life is very interesting. I will remember everything during this time, it’s all very beautiful.”
“Sister Lilac, you don’t have to leave. If you don’t leave, I can take you to school again, we can go anywhere.” Little 11 said urgently.
“No, it’s time to go. After all, this is a strange place for me. I also don’t like the climate here…”
“Alright, I’ll study abroad in Lonton, you must wait for me. I’m not from Landon either, I don’t like it here.”
Little 11’s gaze was fixed on Lilac Serval, with some anxiety and shyness.
Actually, what he wanted to say was that wherever she was, he liked it there.
But… he was afraid of scaring her away.
Afraid that if she ran away scared, she would no longer talk to him.
He wanted to say it but didn’t dare, wanted to confess but didn’t have the courage.
He wasn’t good enough yet, couldn’t protect her, couldn’t provide her a quality life; even his tuition was provided by her.
Little 11 secretly clenched his fist. In the future, he would do better, then protect her, love her wholeheartedly.
He could do it.
“Alright, I’ll wait for you.” Lilac Serval smiled, took a drag on the cigarette, and looked at Little 11.
His innocent and pure appearance was just like hers back then.
In that year, when the spring grass sprouted, the place was covered with willows.
She saw that person off across the bridge, walked very far… She said “I’ll wait for you to come back…”
Did he return? That person would never return.
“Sister Lilac, your stomach isn’t great, make sure not to drink anymore after going to Lonton. Eat more for your stomach, cook for yourself.” Little 11 worried, “Once you’re in Lonton, there’s no one to buy you breakfast.”
“I’ve made progress in my cooking lately, I will practice well. In the future, you’ll get to eat dishes and breakfasts made by me.”
“Whatever you want to eat, I can make it.”