Chapter 27: Chapter 27: Soft Places, Sharp Edges (2)(R18)
"Right," I said, very smart. My fingers tripped over the button and she swatted them aside, popped it, dragged the zipper like she was unwrapping a gift she’d bought herself and intended to enjoy slowly. My cock sprang free—eager, impolite. Her eyes flicked down and went bright with mean affection.
"Still big for a nerd," she said, stroking once, slow enough to be a message. My hips jerked in betrayal.
"Still learning," I managed.
"Good." She lifted and guided me, the heat of her already wet pussy against my tip, and sank down slow. Inch by inch. I lost language at inch two. By inch three I remembered why metaphors exist. By the end I was inside all the way and the only sentence I had left was her name.
"Fuck," I said. "Mara."
"Exactly," she breathed, and rolled her hips.
The world telescoped to the place where our bodies argued and agreed. She felt like heat and pressure and a contract I would sign in blood. She started to move—slow, deliberate, circling to drag every inch, like she had notes from last time and meant to improve on them. My hands stayed on her hips for one second and then slid up, down, greedy across the map of her. I bent to her breasts and took one nipple into my mouth, tongue slow, teeth careful, and she swore softly and ground down, and I had to close my eyes because the ceiling fan would have been jealous.
"Look at me," she said, voice gone low and bossy.
I looked. Her hair had fallen—dark curls, messy halo. Her eyes held me like I’d done something impressive by existing. Her mouth was open on a breath she didn’t need. She rode me like the answer to a question she didn’t ask out loud. I met her and matched her, found a rhythm that belonged to us and the stupid clicking fan and the hum under my skin.
The band pulsed—stronger this time, not invasive, like being carried by a current I’d already chosen. Text ghosted at the edge of sight and I didn’t fight it.
[Path Synchronization — Active]
Harmonic Lock: Achieved
Resonance: HighProjected Boost (on completion):
— Absolute Regeneration: tier stability +
— Lightning Step: efficiency +30%
— Forge Dominion: access consistency ↑
"Not now," I thought, and the band did the equivalent of nodding and stepping out of the light.
Mara leaned forward, braced her hands on my shoulders, and changed pace. Her huge ass bounced Faster. Less polite. I met her with small upward thrusts that made unnecessary noises happen in my throat. Wet plopping noises came from her pussy while my cock went deeper and deeper. She bit my lip, not hard, and whispered, "You still with me?"
"Yeah," I said. "I’m here."
"Good," she breathed, and the good landed somewhere below my heart and above my regret and took a seat.
Her breath went ragged; mine went dumb. I slid a hand between us, found her pussy she was wet and swollen, and worked gentle circles that made her voice catch. She dropped her forehead to mine and swore like prayer. Her hips stuttered, caught, rolled in a new pattern. Heat climbed like a deadline.
"Ethan," she said, and my name decided to become a thesis.
"Say it," I said, desperate for things I shouldn’t want.
"Close," she gasped. "Don’t stop."
I didn’t. I couldn’t have if the city had called. She tightened around me—pulse by pulse, dragging me with her. She shuddered—full-body, generous—and the way she said Oh made something in me choose a future.
I wasn’t far. I was holding onto not-far like it had a railing. She felt me clip that edge and grinned against my mouth, mean and sweet. "Give it to me," she said, and I did—hips stuttering, breath coming in ruined pieces, heat breaking open and pouring.
I came like I owed her interest. She kept moving through it, soft, milking, greedy, like wringing the last of an orange. I made noises I would deny in court. She kissed me through the flinch of overstimulation with obscene kindness and then sank, heavy and perfect, against me.
Silence did its job for a while. The fan clicked on schedule. The stew on the stove burbled politely like a witness we could trust. Sweat cooled where our skin stuck. My heart redistributed itself.
The band purred. A pane slid in, gentle as a lullaby.
[Synchronization Complete]
Primary Link: Mara (Reaffirmed)
Skill Harmonization:
— Absolute Regeneration — tier stability ↑
— Lightning Step — efficiency +28%
— Forge Dominion — stability + (trial memory extended)Bonded Craft → Tier C+Smelt Sight → Tier B–Echo Engraving: Unlocked (Prototype)
— Convert rhythm to micro-etch. One stored motion → first strike echo.— Materials: fine resin, conductive dust, carrier blade (bound).
I stared at the ceiling and tried not to grin like an idiot in a museum.
"Did you get better?" Mara asked into my neck, amused and annoyed like only she could blend.
"Maybe," I said. "Or just... steadier."
She propped herself up on her elbows and looked down at me, hair in her mouth, eyes soft, mouth shaped like you trouble. "You look different," she said again, but now it sounded less like observation and more like agreement.
"Posture coach" I said, and earned her eye roll.
We disentangled with the kind of care you use on expensive glass. She padded to the bathroom, hips loud with their own agenda, and came back with a warm cloth like a gift you only give people you want to have around. She cleaned us both without commentary, which is its own intimacy. I tried to help and mostly succeeded in not being a hindrance. My hands shook for thirty seconds after and then chose to behave.
"Hungry?" she asked.
"Forever," I said.
She threw me my shirt and I pretended to put it on in a way that wasn’t horny. We ate at the tiny table, bowls of stew and bread and a comfortable amount of silence. The city outside did its daily theater of neon pretending to be stars. The kettle murmured backup vocals. She tucked one foot against my ankle under the table like an answer to a question I hadn’t asked right.
"Honesty, last round," she said, pushing her bowl away. "I like you. It’s a problem. I’ll manage it. Don’t make me regret it."
"I like you," I said. "It’s not a problem. It’s a map. I’ll learn it."
She stared long enough to make it count. "You’re still a menace."
"Professionally," I said, and she kicked my ankle for the bit.
We did dishes like people applying for a simple life. She dried. I washed. We argued about spoon positioning. She lost on purpose and then won at everything else.
On the couch again, she curled into my side and threw the knit blanket over both of us like drawing a circle. The TV muttered, ignored. My fingers traced idle shapes on her arm until her skin got goosebumps and she didn’t move away. The band thrummed once—satisfied, smug, mine.
"I was scared you’d make this complicated," she said to the blanket.
"I will," I said. "I’m gifted."
"Idiot," she said, and kissed my jaw, soft. "Stay the night."
It wasn’t a question. I didn’t pretend to think. "Okay."
The fan clicked. A pane jogged the edge of vision with the timing of a stagehand who knows their cues.
[System Forecast]
— Visibility: High (urban sweep density ↑)
— Resonant encounter probability ≤ 72h (↑)
— Recommendation: Limit public demonstrations. Cover craft prepared (Field Repair).
"Copy," I thought, for once grateful the system liked boring almost as much as I did.
We drifted. The city hummed. Her breathing evened. I watched the line of light under the curtain go from orange to blue and felt my bones settle in a way they haven’t since the first time I picked up a knife.
Before sleep took me, she spoke into my chest, small and dangerous. "If you die in my apartment again," she said, "I’m charging you double rent."
"I’ll pay it," I said. "With interest."
She pinched my side. "Go to sleep, menace."
I did, with the strangely ordinary certainty that I would wake up where I’d chosen to be: on a couch that clicked every third rotation, under a blanket that smelled like laundry and soup, with a woman who made my skills hum and my stupid heart think it might still be good at something besides running toward knives.
The city outside kept pretending it wasn’t watching, but I knew better. Arcadia doesn’t sleep. Not really. Somewhere, a gate flickered open. Somewhere, a fight started. Somewhere, another idiot woke up with blood on their boots and no clue how they survived.
But not me.
Not tonight.
Tonight, my knives stayed on the shelf. My system stopped flashing warnings. My pulse had room to rest under her palm. I wasn’t running. I wasn’t proving anything. I wasn’t bracing for the next hit.
I was just—here.
With her hair tickling my collarbone. With her breath matching mine. With her foot tangled in the blanket like she thought I might vanish if she didn’t anchor me.
I’d died once. That was enough.
Tonight, I slept like I might actually be alive.